I'm a narcissist. Definitely. I've proclaimed self-love so often on this blog. Btw, this is my THIRD post of the day. WOW. I must be really bored. Was reading through past autographs that people wrote for me. Hmmm... I miss everyone! Ranging frm Jiayin, Jac, Limmy, yy to even val n xt. I wanna cry... I think I may even end up missing my current class despite how much I seem to dislike them. I don't hate my class. I'm just detached. I dunno... we don't click? I'm weird? Let's just say I'll miss alot of them. It's coming to the end of JC life. I'm GLAD. However, it'll be weird to not really have a fixed class anymore.
There's this thing abt autographs though. We tend to write nice stuff. I find it extremely difficult to write to someone I'm not closed to... it's weird. I keep getting remarks like "U're smart, nice and fun to be with." hmm... how many of those are true? Ok... I'm not judging my friends/classmates but u noe wat I mean. This patronising thing tt's always there. Bleah. I'm still thinking if I wanna get people to help me write. Maybe some la... then I have to do it discreetly so that I can just get the people I want to help me write? Maybe dun bother la. Just take photos can le... OH... this is awkward. BAH. Wo bu xi huan zhe zhong dong xi. I think part of this autograph thing is to make me feel gd abt myself cause I noe people will write nice things abt me (even if they're lies)
I appreciate honest opinions. Yar, I do get upset when people say negative things about me but I'll get over it la. Then I'll improve on it or just laugh if off for stuff I can't change (Like how people always say I look fierce n dao. I'm NOT. It's just my face)
To emphasize on my nacissism, I enjoy reading my own blog. Gross right? But I like it... lol. I also like to read autographs people write to me. HeH HeH. I also secretly think I'm very mature n well-liked.HOHOHO.
P.S: The well-liked part is crap la. But I do think I'm very mature =) NOT OLD.
P.P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VAL! May u be more mature n less sadistic!
-xin-
6:17 pm
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