The Sun blazed in dynamic Aries, a fire sign on your birthday. The Sun in astrology stands for your inner nature, the light of your essential character. Aries, the first sign of the Zodiac, is a masculine sign ruled by the warrior planet Mars, whose motto must be "Crash through, or crash!". A cardinal (creative and inventive) sign, Aries, the Ram, governs leadership and initiative. Aries people are bold and self-confident, although they tend to be overly impulsive.
The Sun, the ruler of our inner nature, is very well placed in Aries, the sign of its exaltation. This energy is very attractive, even compelling, and few can resist being carried along in the jetstream. Ariens are always overflowing with ideas, schemes and plans to conquer the world, for a well-aspected sun in Aries radiates power and vitality. Many a moth has been burned in its flame! Life, of course, is one long party (which the more mothlike among us may find a just little wearing...).Ariens are great organisers, full of flair and originality, although usually lacking discipline and the capacity for prolonged effort (minions must be found to do the slog work!). You are intuitive and articulate, with the capacity to inspire others, especially in projects which have a clear outcome and do not require a long lead-time.
You have masses of energy and courage and will rush in where angels fear to tread, for the Arien ego can be rather overbearing. Undue optimism, or impatience and desire for self-aggrandisement can result in wasted effort or even severe setbacks and disappointment.
The emblem for Aries is the Ram, a determined fighter and a powerful adversary, with a strong urge to express himself over the widest possible field of endeavour. Is the grass greener on the other side of the hill? Of course it is, isn't it, Aries?Creative Aries, a cardinal sign, loves to be the leader and can organise fantastic and impressive ventures. Unfortunately, despite your desire to be the front-runner in all you do, sometimes you do get bored with the whole affair and can just wander off, or sit back and allow the lesser folk to have their way. This can see the whole house of cards collapsing, but happily your enthusiam is easily roused and when you set your mind to it you can inspire others to stick to those essential jobs that sometimes seem no more than the merest details to the noble Ram. You see, painful as this may seem, you really need the team as much as the team needs you!
Aries rules the head, brain and eyes, so people with Aries active in their charts are subject to head injury, headaches, general problems with organs in the head and fevers (although the nose is ruled by Scorpio). You are all extremists and for this reason can fall prey to stress-related ailments and mental problems. However, although you can be highly-strung, your great fund of energy enables you to survive where other less exuberant folks might succumb.
Your colours are red and white. Aries rules metallic iron and your birthstone is the brilliant diamond, symbolising clear strength, purified under pressure. Nature creates the precious diamond out of crumbly, coal-black carbon, by applying intense heat and pressure for a very long time. Flowers for Aries include the red poppy, geraniums, honeysuckle and hollyhocks.P.S: Once again, I gope the link frm huilian's blog ^_^
-xin-
6:42 pm
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Reasons Why I Should Love Myself...
1) No choice, no one else wanna take up the job
2) I'm the only one who is able to accept all flaws
3) I have to live with myself 24/7. Can't possibly hate myself
4) Self-Love is VALUABLE and unconditional
5) I'm worth it!
6) "Before you want people to love you, you must start to love yourself." (Cheesy quote)
7) I'm the hope for the better future =X
8) I'm the respected member of society as well! (really?)
9)I'm just bored
10) I'm outta my mind.......
-xin-
10:07 pm
I think I should blog about my day. I'm just too bored.
1st lesson: Physics lecture - Waves.
It's definitely one of the topics which I can't stand. I have no idea why but I just dislike it. Edwin Lim's nice. At least I understand wat he's teaching though he's super temperamental. Conclusion, I enjoy his lecture.
2nd lesson: GP - In class essay a.k.a GP TEST!
Crap. No idea wat I wrote. Though quantity does not equate to quality, I only wrote one and 3/4 page. Well done Yu Xin, well done. The questions are also rather irrelevant to wat we've discussed in class anyway. Geez
3rd Lesson: BREAK!!!Celebrated Hung, Eunice, Wen Loong & David's Birthdays which were long over but the cake was delicious! I luv Blackforest! I assumed it's blackforest cake cause it tastes like it. And stupid Huilian came over to gope half my slice of cake. In addition, I spend $1.10 on lunch today.... exceeded budget. Sigh
4th Period: Econs Lecture - Monopsony
I like Econs. At least I understand wat's going on. Ms Ngin's cool. However econs is also the lesson where people start showing off =X5th "Lesson": PW + English Lesson frm XXX
I'm obsessed with PW. I'm doing it every other day. And someone's obsessed with the English language =X ok ok... just kidding
After which, I went for CIP @ Touch Community Service and then to J8 for dinner.
- End of Day -
This is so boring I'm going to fall asleep while typing. ArgH! Shall start on something new.
-xin-
9:52 pm
From the zeroth law of thermodynamics, we learnt that when object A and object B are in thermal equilibrium with object C respectively, object A and B are in thermal equilibrium with each other.
HOWEVER! I realised today, this law doesn't exactly work for distance travelled. I know that my house is super near the school. I can actually walk home within 10 mins. RJC is also very near Bishan Junction 8. And because my friends have been saying that I'm super lazy whenever I take bus home frm J8, so I decided to walk. It's not my first time walking but it could be the last. It's DAMN BLOODY HELL FAR lar!!!!!!!! I can walk to school frm home and I can walk to J8 from school DOES NOT mean I can walk from J8 back home! I dunno if I've blogged about this b4 but WATEVER. My legs are currently aching frm walking and walking the whole day. DAMMIT. I should have just taken the bus.
This is just a random blog entry to tell everyone who's reading this, I'm fine! I've already released out my stress, anger, frustration, depression, etc. Yup!
P.S: SZ! it's been YEARS since I last saw you la! must meet up soon! I want the mooncakes!
-xin-
9:36 pm
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Lately, I've been so in touch with school life that I'm totally losing the other part of me. I read somewhere that everyone has 2 different personalities. I think that's true. At least for me. The other day, xx told me that I've become a more serious person ever since I came to RJ. Well, I didn't realise it until she told me. Then when I thought about it, it seems kinda true.These 2 weeks have been rather hectic. EOM, written report due, lotsa tutorials and tests, GP presentation as well. Plus feeling like a dead fish every single day the moment I reach home. Sleeping after 11.30 and waking up at 5 cause I can't sleep. I haven't been sleeping well lately, thinking about lotsa stuff. I have no idea what I'm doing, just doing and doing and doing. But I guess most of the time I'm spending time on PW. Pple's been telling me that I spend too much time on that but wat to do? We share the grade as a group. At least for the report part. No point dragging the rest down with my laziness. And some complications have occurred along the way and I seriously have no idea how to deal with them. Been putting stuff aside and procrastinating them whenever possible. I'm so into school life. Maybe that's why I'm more serious now.I find it difficult to play and joke around, there's always something tt's restricting me. And ppl around me are more serious ba. Cause everyone has grown up. I dun have huilian, xiutang, xx, val, yiyou, mandy, sz, huiling, chinyee, xinyu to fool around with me anymore. Not even felicia & jiayin. I miss my crazy bunch of friends. The kind when we can just be sarcastic and joke around, making fun of one another, bitching about everything under the sun. I think it's the period of time again when I start missing my friends.Yesterday wanted to ask xx/ mandy out but they both not free. Always so fated lydat, whenever I'm free, my friends aren't. I think I dun have the good luck. I'm not lucky like when I'm feeling down, there'll be someone who calls me up coincidentally for a chat or something. But I think it's all part of my life and I just gotta learn to deal with it. I keep wanting to hold on to the past but it just keeps drifting further and further away from me. The busier I am, the more emotional I'll feel, from all the stress and stuff. The more I need my friends, the more they dun seem to be there. I'm not the type tt will cry and say "I wanna tell u my troubles!" I think main reason is that I seldom show my troubles directly and I dunno how to call for "help" but I can't expect ppl to be on standby 24 hrs each day just for me. I dunno wat to do but as wat I'll usually do, take things one at a time. If I can overcome this, I can overcome everything else that follows. Promos are coming but I just feel like doing crazy before I seriously start studying. Just so to release all the rubbishy emotions that I'm feeling within me.I'm so emotional that I dunno wat to do. DAMMIT! And I wanna learn how to swear in 7 different languages!P.S: My PW mates (Lehui & Charles) have been rather supportive of the YuXin's Fund for the Poor & Needy. They promised to contribute 10 cents and 5 cents per day respectively. Such kind friends right?
-xin-
5:48 pm
It's been quite some time since I last updated. Well, this week, I'm on a super tight budget. allowing only an expenditure of $1 each day for rest of this week and I'll be surviving on $0.20 for whole of next week. Yup.
Currently, I'm hoping to raise fund for the poor and needy (tt's me) and ur generous donation will be greatly appreciated. Please send ur cheques to my house, just drop me an email and I'll send the address to you. Or to save all troubles, please pass the money to yours truly in RJC. Or another alternative is calling me up and I'll meet you wherever you are as long as u're on the main island of Singapore. Thank you for your kind and generous contribution. Looking forward to seeing money rolling in.
-xin-
5:41 pm
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I'm excreting pus AGAIN. from the eye. Having an eye infection... or rather, infection on the eyelid. (I think I have BAD karma) I'm getting rather piss... every 15 mins or so, my eye sight gets blurred. Why? 'cause pus' oozing out my my right eye. Gross right? Green, greasy pus... yucks! Feel as though there's shit coming out la. Suddenly reminded that there's this chinese saying of bleeding from 7 holes, mine's shitting from 7 holes. Sounds disgusting... yucks.
And the most irritating thing was that the doc didn't give me an MC for tmr!!!! How wicked is that?!?!?! But I managed to miss half of school today cause got excuse to go see doctor =) (I think frm memory, I have already accumulated up to 5/6 blue slips. WOW!) Thank gdness tmr's only until noon. Then again, gotta stay back tmr for some chinese general knowledge competition thingy until 4. I feel like mugging for it, then again, I'm not that crazy.
Gotta go back to doing work. When will my pile of homework ever disappear?!?!
and the mugging continues...........
-xin-
9:51 pm
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HarloE Ppl!! I'm supposed to be doing my Econs essay now which was due like last thurs but sian la. I have no idea why did I even greet the ppl tt r reading it. I'll most likely be the one reading this entry over and over again. geez
Anyway, life's pretty good these days. super occupied with work, esp PW so no time to go think about nonsensical stuff. When I think less, I'll be happier and crazier! PW's driving me nuts but thank goodness that I do have a PW grp who's rather supportive except for idioticguy who's non-existence. I enjoy doing PW more than I enjoy doing work cause it's just much nicer though it can be rather irritating at times. And I'm pretty sure my PW grp is sick of one another but it was a good experience knowing each other better. It was also great having the feeling of wanting to kill one another, or rather just one. Yeah but he wouldn't know~~ hahah
Met up with Hui Lian n Xiutang just now for dinner. Ate macs, the new sauce, Lemon Tango TOTALLY SUX!! DUN TRY!!! this is a WARNING. U can't taste anything worse. I felt as though I'm eating detergent in creamy form. GROSS.
Saw XX n her "gd friend". Went to Pastamania to disturb them. Didn't meant to be a lightbulb but was dreading to go home to do econs la. Come to think of it, I feel so dense la, interrupting their date. SORRY!! so paiseh. Zhen shi de. Nxt time shan't disturb u guys, scandalous pair. LOL. But then again, I'll miss hanging out with XX once she starts going on her dates with him. Haiya. (It may not be true tt they're together but they do have great chemistry~)
Life's good. So busy tt homework's piling up. I think cause I'm totally slacking now la. gosh! shall continue with my econs after. Sayoonara~~
-xin-
8:11 pm
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Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday, dear Singapore! Happy birthday to you! My dear nation turned 40 today. Today also marks the 3rd year and one day since I stepped into KBox... LOL
-xin-
4:07 pm
Today during breakfast, a thought came to mind.
Why do I like guys?
Then I imagine myself being hanky panky with girls.
The idea totally grossed me out and made me lose my appetite.
Hence, I like guys.
P.S: No offence to les, but I just think it's gross if I become one.
-xin-
10:21 am
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Hohoho! Was thinking might as well have a blog entry on typical Rafflesians. Below are just my POV, purely for fun and entertainment. As usual, not to be taken seriously. (At this rate, no one will take my blog seriously)
1) I have heavy eye bags under my eyes everyday.
2) I tell people the eye bags were due to watching tv late into the night
3) I never tell people that I'm mugging my ass off
4) Getting below C for any subject is NOT acceptable
5) I speak PERFECT english. Either that or PERFECT chinese
6) Ruggers are COOL!
7) I came in with less than 10 pts, tt means I'm GOOD
8) I'm a loser without being in council or any exco
9) It's best if I'm CT Rep, President of XXX and a student councillor (preferably in EXCO too)
10) Aim for Promos: Eligible for at least 2 S Papers
11) I crave for scholarships (hopefully without bonds)
12) I'm smarter than the teachers, hence I can CRITICIZE, CORRECT and IGNORE them
13) The class consists of ME, ME n ME
14) If I'm a guy, my pants must be lower than my hips. If I'm a gal, the skirt must be 3 inches above my knee
15) gals who tuck in their blouse are geeks, so are guys who are tall n scrawny
16) I'm COOL
17) Geeks, nerds, muggers should be out of my territory
18) Then again, I'm mugging away everyday
19) Everyone is a competitor
20) Everything is a waste of time, I could be home studying
21) I stare at people who are speaking chinese
22) No one is my true friend here, BEWARE!
23) I'm an all-rounder
24) I have an ego larger than the universe!
25) I'm e BOSS!
Auspicium Melioris Aevi
-xin-
9:24 pm
National Day's coming! and once again, I can feel the patriotism arising within me =) Every morning I have this urge to kick the "sexy" ass of this guy from the class next to mine cause he ALWAYS fidget during the national anthem.
Anyway, wat is it like to be a true Singaporean?
1) I can scold people in 3 languages and one dialect.
2) I can join a long queue and have absolutely no idea what I'm queuing for.
3) I can shop like crazy during the Great Singapore Sale without feeling guilty.
4) I stop eating chicken when they first announce the bird flu and continue eating it after one week
5) I luv Giordano and Hang Ten! They're full of sales!
6) I smuggle 30 boxes of chewing gum whenever I'm back from overseas.
7) I jaywalk every day except when I see the police man.
8) Free stuff is a MUST TAKE!
9) I go crazy and sing national day songs while walking along the streets of Orchard road.
10) I criticise ANYTHING n EVERYTHING.
11) I complain everyday about every single thing tt happens.
12) I buy anything that's on sale without thinking is it worth the money.
13) I wear only solid colour clothes, namely black, blue, white, pink.
14) I only know the names of the top schools and nothing else
15) I will wanna send my kids for piano, taekwando, ballet, art n craft, tuition, pilates, yoga lessons.
16) I aspire my child to become a doctor, lawyer, minister
17) I live in a HDB flat but think that condo is my next ultimate aim.
18) 5Cs are not enough, bungalow is better than condo
19) There is no next best alternatives to cars
20) Taking a 30 mins bus ride is LONG 21) I think we should have a casino, then again, maybe not22) Every long wkend will be a trip up to m'sia!23) I nv talk about PAP in public24) I dun help when people are in trouble, it's best to stay out of everything25) Let's just leave decisions to the govt26) Even before the results of the general election are out, I already know them.27) 4D n ToTo is a weekly hobby28) My year is filled with activities. From hari raya, to chinese new yr, to total defence, to good friday, to labour day, to vesak day, to racial harmony day, to youth day, to national day, to teachers' day, to childrens' day, to deepavali, to christmas day. There's also anti drug abuse, anti-smoking, being clean n green, be courteous, being romantic, etc etc. One day we've end up celebrating the birthdays of our ministers29) I will get sued for every mistake I make30) It's NEVER safe to mention LKY
31) I MUST watch watever show tt everyone's talking about32) I read the LIFE! section everyday (n only tt)33) I think reading the TIME mag is intellectual34) PRCs are WEIRD35) I may live on a small red dot, but my ego is bigger than the whole of China36) I go to hawker centre and order in Hokkien37) Eating at mac is unhealthy, burger king's better38) Who will ever forget our very own ice cream man along the streets of orchard road (tingalingaling!)39) Eavesdropping to whatever the person at the next table is saying is a talent I'm born with.
40) I have this faded memory of waking up at 4 in the morning to queue for some Hello Kitty toy
On the whole, I enjoy being a Singaporean... lol
P.S: The above are just random comments not to be taken seriously
-xin-
6:18 pm
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