::Wo hen guai!::

Come out, come out whever you are.

Results will be out tmr! finally! after waitin for like a million years... hmm... I think I will do quite badly... cause humans has a VERY HIGH chance of screwing up. Or maybe even my Sciences. Freak lor. Worse, fail english. SUPER KNS. But the worst senario is fail HCL den hafta CLAO... OMG lor! Rather go take CL 'A' or something like tt. Ah! n I still haven decide on wat sch to go to and wat subs i really wanna take. Now considering YJ cause u can take ANY sub comb lor... so attractive ya~ aiya, i think my parents will decide for me la. tt's wat they enjoy doing-.-"
TT day, our dear AJ principal, MickeY told us not to be so immature and choose a JC by their uniform but seriously lor, who wanna get stuck wearing a ugly jc uni for nxt 2 yrs. HELLO~ it's our prime yrs leh... even if person doesn't look nice ah, the uniform can make up abit for the flaws marh. and also, he was like having hidden meanings in everything he says lor. For example (not quoted exactly, hence MAY BE out of context), "if you do very well, you can consider the top 5 jcs but are you the competitive type? chances of getting scholarships and going for competitions are very slim since you hafta compete with those from top sec schs and they usually choose according to merit. Also are you the extrovert type that make friends easily and are you easily adaptable?" Oh please la... it's just telling us if we do well, we shld continue to stay -.-
Okay, sidetrack too much le... Shall wait patiently for tmr. Not so nervous now but i think tmr shld be pretty nerve wreckingggg~~~
finally watch Hide n Seek yesterday with xinyu n chinyee. It's erm...pretty disappointing and super gross @ times la. The father's BIAN TAI! crazy guy... wanna kill own daughter too... stuck with the stupid personality of Charlie... EWWW. ending's kinda lousy... ok, it's SUPER LOUSY! seems like the daughter has gone mad but doesn't seem so. Maybe she's under observation cause she's traumatized. No idea. See, it's LOUSY. Doesn't explain anything. And the events don't really seem logical, I mean how did tt stupid guy do those stuff in e toilet and gone back to bed so fast? lotsa question marks la, but must give credit to the little girl. Acted quite well. and she's so ke aI! but i really dislike her BIG, BLUE eyes, SCARY LEH! I think i'm just babbling here, who will understand man. Feel so sorry for cy n xy cause I practically force them to watch it with me. and somemore the tix is @ 8.50 each. PAISEH! but had a fun day with them la... nv see them for so long le! and enjoy hearing stuff frm xy, SUPER INTERESTING!! heh
Nxt wk is a free wk for me! I realised aj is like so kind to give us 5 days break cause other Jcs mostly 3 days only. Heheh... LUCKY! maybe can finally go crash JCS... sIan... think i super slow la. Also, aim to watch Howl's moving castle, and sneaks of series of unfortunate events! haiya, just watch as many movies as possible can liaO! must fully make use of this whole week. Unless i super depress la den tt's another issue. sigh.
Oh yar, BIG NEWS! I finally finally FINALLY saw an AJ guy who can be considered kinda gd looking! FINALLY! haiz, but it's J2 la. but so? it's like so surprising la... almost gave up hope after 2 mths. Also felt as though i'm looking for a needle among the haystack. or rather a pin. Though seen quite a few OKAY ones but just not up to my usual standard of shuai ges la.
Okie, in approx 14 hrs, my fate will be decided on a stupid piece of paper. Hence, shall go ZzZzZzZzz so tt my body can take the excitement tmr. All the best to all my friends n everyone who's fate will be decided tmr as well~

-Even if we fall, we'll stand up. Even if I fail, my path continues- YuXin
-xin-
you sing!

9:33 pm

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Sing for Life~

Been wondering this for quite some time now. Should I stay in AJ after JAE? I mean I dun think i'll get into rj anyway so should i stay in aj or should i go somewhere else like maybe sa? At first rite, really really REALLY didn't like aJ. It's like so boring and PE's tough la! rules are so rigid and people here ah, muggers man. but after some time, aj didn't seem tt bad cause i think it's e class tt made it better lor. Come to think of it rite, i hated the class too. Haha... i mean how can u enjoy life when class is like so bloody small with only 17 pple? but actually smaller class is better! cause we get to know each other better and less cliques yeah. And my class is funNy! though loud and crude @ times, lessons seem better with those loud noises. However rite, i think after JAE, we may be separated. I dun mind if got new pple joining us but if I hafta join a new class which i can't really fit in den i'll die. At least if i go to a school with my closer friends like RJ n SA, life wun *hopefully* seem tt bad. But i dun really wanna get use to a new environment when i just gotten used to AJ. Haiya, contradictory la. Sian, i'm ultra confused la. But let nature take its course... wait for results to be released lor. No choice... sekali fail humans as usual and can't even go JC.

Oh yar, during CLDDS today, had to sing a short verse from a song to the teacher la den i was SUPER NERVOUS. voice come out airy la, shaky, but i admit la, my singing kinda sux. HeheH. Chose Elva's Most familiar stranger (direct translation) cause first verse easier to sing la... not too high, not too low. But actually some of the ppl there rite, though singing not ultra powerful la but the voice really quite nice and sweet. Haiz, why mine like frog. To think i go kbox so often, waste $$ man.

Must state this down... today had GP and was speak EZEE session. I was the table-topic speaker, something like impromptu speech lydat la. den i was given the topic of my opinion of girls wearing short skirts in school. WTH... I'm not a guy la... how to comment. I mean it's alright if the skirt's of appropriate length rite, like not like i can see the thighs can liao lor. Short skirts are basically either u outgrown ur skirt, u think u got legs to show off or basically skirts pass knee lenth is so out of fashion. But i usually think girls wearing skirts too short are just attracting attention. Please lor, do you know how much pple can see or not. TSK TSK TSK! But anyway, it's not really my business. It's mostly the business of the guys in my class. Forever rushing off somewhere to see a girl with really short skirt. -.-" But i'm pretty sure they'll rebutt to this ^_^

Well, results coming out REALLY soon, hence gd luck. To myself, if too stress, go sing~!
-xin-
you sing!

6:25 pm

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Family Family Family!

It's AJC's Family Day! Had a funfair but was pretty sian cause didn't really walk around. just dying @ own stall. It's a games stall la so basically, i'm picking up darts, cans and stacking the cans for people to hit. the the worst thing is tt kept hearing the sound of balloons bursting cause ppl were supposed to hit balloons with the darts n we ourselves also kept bursting the balloons when we tried to tear the layer off the double-sided tape. well, overall it was okie la. quite a few people came to our stall and many played @ least twice, esp guys. I think bursting balloons with darts and hitting drink cans can boost guys' ego >.<>

Watched Constantine today. Exciting! but is it rated PG? it's full of those angels and demons stuff la, somemore the effects and stuff... should be NC-16 lor. Anyway, plot's captivating, great effects but I have no idea wat's with the supposed love btwn John & Angela. Those hollywood movies ah, die die also must have romance in it one leh. Come to think of it, almost all movies are like tt.

Okie, monday got econs test and i'm still online. Great. Hence, shall study like hell from early morning tmr. I'm still the kiasu ny girl K!
-xin-
you sing!

9:55 pm

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