I'm a narcissist. Definitely. I've proclaimed self-love so often on this blog. Btw, this is my THIRD post of the day. WOW. I must be really bored. Was reading through past autographs that people wrote for me. Hmmm... I miss everyone! Ranging frm Jiayin, Jac, Limmy, yy to even val n xt. I wanna cry... I think I may even end up missing my current class despite how much I seem to dislike them. I don't hate my class. I'm just detached. I dunno... we don't click? I'm weird? Let's just say I'll miss alot of them. It's coming to the end of JC life. I'm GLAD. However, it'll be weird to not really have a fixed class anymore.
There's this thing abt autographs though. We tend to write nice stuff. I find it extremely difficult to write to someone I'm not closed to... it's weird. I keep getting remarks like "U're smart, nice and fun to be with." hmm... how many of those are true? Ok... I'm not judging my friends/classmates but u noe wat I mean. This patronising thing tt's always there. Bleah. I'm still thinking if I wanna get people to help me write. Maybe some la... then I have to do it discreetly so that I can just get the people I want to help me write? Maybe dun bother la. Just take photos can le... OH... this is awkward. BAH. Wo bu xi huan zhe zhong dong xi. I think part of this autograph thing is to make me feel gd abt myself cause I noe people will write nice things abt me (even if they're lies)
I appreciate honest opinions. Yar, I do get upset when people say negative things about me but I'll get over it la. Then I'll improve on it or just laugh if off for stuff I can't change (Like how people always say I look fierce n dao. I'm NOT. It's just my face)
To emphasize on my nacissism, I enjoy reading my own blog. Gross right? But I like it... lol. I also like to read autographs people write to me. HeH HeH. I also secretly think I'm very mature n well-liked.HOHOHO.
P.S: The well-liked part is crap la. But I do think I'm very mature =) NOT OLD.
P.P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VAL! May u be more mature n less sadistic!
-xin-
6:17 pm
I'm back frm class chalet. The only thing I can say is.... SIAO LEH. I dun understand guys. Just to say I was totally bored to tears that night... and I couldn't go cycling cause I was broke n sleepy. BBQ food was nice though... and got ppl cooking for u is a nice feeling. Just needa sit there n wait for food to come... HeHEe. There's even someone to remove carcinogen =) Personally dun really like bbq food cause I ALWAYS get sore throat after tt. But...
to conclude the night, guys have this "secret" obsession or I would say fascination with soccer. Bleah. Btw, I've learnt to play Risk. Yar... but I suck at it. I'm not suited for this whole domination thingy la. I'm a giver =)
Haiya... this is boring. I wanna blog interesting stuff.
-xin-
3:17 pm
"Once a FM student, always a FM student"
Eww... does that mean once a Rafflesian, always a Rafflesian? That means once a Nanyang girl, always a nanyang girl (doesn't sound tt bad though... lol) I was an AJCian for 3 months too leh... how ah? Ok la... crapping here but the above quote also implies...
Once an irritating asshole, always an irritating asshole.
(You guys should come up with ur own =D)
-xin-
2:45 pm
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My BIGGEST wish at the current moment (other than those go uni, get rich, be happy, etc.) is....
GO KBOX!
-xin-
12:42 pm
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