::Wo hen guai!::

Edison's the GUY

My ultimate goal in life before I turn the age of 30 is to slap that dumbass Edison Chen a.k.a Mr. Snigger. I just can't stand the look of him lately. I used to ignore my friends' comments of him being shuai or whatever cause he looks so qian4 bian3 but now, his Initial D poster is EVERYWHERE! Hello?!?! I thought it's a movie starring JAY CHOU! Plus I read the Life! report on him. It just confirms wat I think of him. I don't even think he's cute... argh. Yayaya... I'm under the influence of the power of the media. So what?! He can go to hell with his supposedly "suave" bad-boy attitude. I prefer Jay Chou and Shawn Yue. Who cares if you don't think they're good looking. They have better personality =P

Today's F Maths paper was not as bad as physics but it's definitely a "Hello ungraded (U)!" Yup. I'm very kan4 de2 kai3 now cause whatever lor. Tmr's my last paper... MAths! Not much hope for it but just wanna get over and done with.
-xin-
you sing!

3:02 pm

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Screwed.

The very first sentence that came straight into my mind the moment I stepped out of school was "Today has gotta be the most screwed up day of my life" Then again, I often thought that every other day was most terrible, horrible, disgusting or the worst day of my life.

There's always a bad day for everyone but I realised almost every school day make my life miserable. Nothing with the school work. It's the people around me. They hate me... not literally hate but there's always this HUGE gap between me and the people. I mean it's weird. I didn't have this much difficulty mingling with people. I tried to have a decent conversation but apparently it always end up as a monologue. Or maybe I'm mumbling hence they can't hear me?

It's 3 months already... nothing's improving... I'm sad. I wouldn't say I dun mix well with the people there cause apparently I'm like thin air to them. No mixing... Just floating. I wouldn't wanna change to suit them but if I dun, I'll never fit in. I never thought my ren2 yuan2 was THIS bad... Sucks. How would you expect me to survive?!?!?! Gosh.

But since yesterday, I'm back to the world of reality where I see those hypocritical stuff... argh. Send me back where I belong, to the REAL people. (xx... I totally understand what you mean)

Btw, today physics paper is just another addition to "Worse things can still happen even though life's pretty bad now" I'm screwed. This is bad. Results sux + lack of social life = No life. The time has finally come when I failed as a person. I HATE CROWDS, it just make me feel more alone. yayaa... laugh at me... whatever

One word --> Pathetic
-xin-
you sing!

5:48 pm

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Friday, June 17, 2005

Sickening Boredom

I'm so bored

I'm so bored

I'm SO BORED! I seriously dun understand why some ppl can actually sit for hours studying. I can't! I absolutely CANNOT! My record so far was an hour with at least 10 mini breaks in between. The only time I can sit for at least 3 hours straight is when I'm doing maths or something that requires me to think and write. Writing notes doesn't count. I'm just basically rewriting stuff from my notes. BleaH. I can't believed I survived when I was studying for Os... I must have gone mad then.

Studying econs now... dun understand... reading the notes make me sleepy. Can't do tys cause dun even understand the stuff. Yup. Plus I dun have much time left! OMG!

Whatever... back to mugging. Or rather stoning with my notes in front of me.

PS: I luv delifrance's mixed fruits tart! super crispy n nice! Highly recommended by me. And it makes a gd companion when u're mugging.
-xin-
you sing!

3:03 pm

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Time Flies

You know, it's kinda amazing to know how time flies. It has already been like 18 days since the start of hol and hol's gonna end soon. Sigh, will miss the free and easy life I'm leading now when I'm back under the manipulation of education.

Has been doing basically NOTHING since the start of hol. Nothing except watching vcds, stoning at home, gone out for PW and just wasting time away. I'm supposed to be studying! Where on earth has all the self-discipline gone. Damn! And I'm only left with 1wk and 1/2 for my common tests. Thank goodness they aren't gonna be counted. However if I dun start now, I'm pretty sure I'll die for promos. Haiya, hell with exams!

List of stuff I need/want to do before my beloved June hol ends:
1) Study! regardless whether I like it or not
2) Watch Mr. n Mrs. Smith!
3) Go shopping and will eventually ended up buying stuff that I need (eg bag)
4) Finish up ALL tutorials
5) Get new guitar strings
6) FInish up the stuff that I need to do for PW
7) Clean the room
8) Get new bookshelves

Then when these are done, school starts, exams begin, life goes back to THAT routine and I'll get back into mugger mode. Seeing people in my class makes my life dull n boring T_T
-xin-
you sing!

4:55 pm

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Lucky 7!

Your Expression Number is 7
Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.
You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.
Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding.

You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.
You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.
Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well.

Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.
So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.
You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times.

What's Your Expression Number?

Unfortunately, the above is quite accurate~ other than the very intelligent part ba...
-xin-
you sing!

2:10 pm

My Intelligence being tested

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Woohoo~~ I'm a Maths genius! yaya... but it's not showingggggg plus my IQ is only 110... WTH ... Actually I cheated... I took the test twice... wahhahahah but my IQ only increased by 10 =X
-xin-
you sing!

1:59 pm

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Monday, June 06, 2005

The Fight for.................. Chairs =X

It's currently 9.49pm in SingaPoRe! What am I doing? Supposed to be studying but u noe... I have this sudden urge to blog. Yup... nothing happened much except went out yesterday to watch Madagascar! n today for PW. Kinda wasted time for PW... didn't do much, I think I was like making use of the opportunity to look around at Bugis Junction. PaiseH! But overall... okie la... things are forming, just not concrete.

Oh yea, I bought Corrinne May's CD... the one who sang the songs for "Chase". Yup... original singer for "Journey". Dun ask me why. I just heard like 2 songs from the cd at the cd shop den I just took the album off the rack. Yeah... I'm rich =X The album's not bad la... her singing's nice too. I think her voice got this force that attracted me to buy her cd... not bad rite? I would usually hesitate for at least a month before I'll buy a cd. Life's so weird la... who on earth would have thought I would actually buy her album when I only have the faintest idea of who she is. I guess I'm the type that will follow instincts rather than logic or reasoning? Hmm...

I'm suffering from INSOMNIA!!! AH!!! the crazy woman's suffering from insomnia!! typical sg rj mugger who's dead tired everyday is suffering from insomnia!! OMG OMG OMG!!! ok... I guess since it's the hol and I've slept too much these days so hence I can't sleep nowadays. Or maybe cause I've been sleeping on my parents' bed... not used to it. Actually went back to sleep on the floor... I'm destined to lead a poor life since I enjoyed sleeping on the floor (with mattress la) and I refuse to take taxi cause I find it extremely ex plus I seldom spend $$ on clothes. Yup... okie okie... my $$ flows to some other places like...... (highly confidential)

Oh yeah, today was at Bugis Junction and wanted to cross the road to that Bugis street la. u noe, ppl luv to jaywalk cause they're tooooooo impatient to wait for the light to go GREEN. Anyway, there's this cao4 ah lian wearing blue spags with long dyed golden hair who crossed the road when the red man is still on. Ok, a taxi came out from the taxi stand and was kind enough to wait for those jaywalkers to finish crossing. However due to her pathetically SNAIL-LIKE walking pace, the taxi uncle got impatient and went "HONK!". Guess her reaction?

YES! She stood there and glared at the driver before taking her last five steps to reach the other side of the road. WTH! She's the one at fault lor... jaywalking still walk like snail lydat. PIG LA! Was so tempted to scold her or insult her or use some sarcasm on her but I refrained from doing that cause she got 2 other cao4 ah lians with her. I'm a civilised citizen so I shall NOT do that. But I did manage to roll my eyes at her before I got on the bus! WOOHOO! But I'm still BUSHUANG! Some ppl ah... really have got the NERVES. In the wrong but still insistent that they're right. yea yea.... -.-"

Oh ya, at the bus stop something interesting happened. The true reflection of singaporeans' kiasu-ism. Plus my mom's part of it T_T The bus was about 30m away from the bus stop and has stopped cause there's one bus and a car in front of it. However, half the people are already rushing to the end of the bus stop to flag for the bus. When the bus in front drove away, the HUGE group of ppl rushed to the other end of the bus stop. It's quite interesting to see the ppl rushing back and forth. When the bus finally slowed to a stop, everyone was doing their estimation on where the bus still stop and fighting to stand in front of the entrance.

The doors opened and WAH LAU... at least 5 ppl, 2 ah beis, 1 uncle, 2 aunties (including my dear mummy) fighting to get up the bus. Typical sight at the bus stop opposite Bugis Junction. In fact, typical sight anywhere when the bus is supposedly the popular bus. Due to my curiousity, I asked my mom and here's the conversation.

Me: Ma... so kan cheong for wat? Bus got enough space for all of us la.

Mother: Stand until reach home very tired leh, my legs cannot take it.

Alamak, everyone's tired la but pls do not fight for seats. It's not a pretty sight especially when u aren't THAT old. But I do hate it when there're old ppl standing on the bus and some stupid pple (esp teenages with those golden ah beng/ ah lian hair) just sit there and pretend they've gone blind temporary. Where are ur damn bloody manners?!

Anyway, finally got up the bus. No seat anyway. Stood at side. Bus stopped outside Little India MRT station. At least 10 got down the bus. Mom was like all prepared to snatch a seat but due to my habitual behaviour, I just stood there and let others pass. Mom can't do anything cause I'm blocking her and someone's blocking me. She got slightly pissed, say I very slow. HELLO? I'm only 17... why would I wanna snatch seats with ppl? I'm not very lazy u noe and I dun like to sit when taking the bus. Will get motion sickness. Kiasu ppl... KIASU... the 10+ ppl haven even fully got off their chairs ah, ppl are already moving to the seats as though they're telling others, "That's MINE! BACK OFF!"

Maybe I'll understand when I reach the golden age of 60 or maybe 40+ but now I really dun understand why ppl like to behave as though they're fighting for food when it's only SEATS. CHAIRS. Not even comfortable ones. And no one's making u stand for 2 hrs. U wun travel for 2 hrs on a bus in Singapore for god's sake. Unless u're taking 166 from AMK to clementi. I think I'm from the 60s where ppl walk from let's say my house to nygh? Yar... no harm to walking la though I do get lazy once in a while and make my dad fetch me home frm sch. Heheh

Haiya, maybe it's just my own preference but most of the time I can't be bothered to sit down when taking a bus unless there are seats calling out to me, "YuXin! pls sit down! we're empty! We need ur butt to warm us up!" or everyone got that face "why aren't u sitting down u weirdo? u're the only one standing and there are empty seats."

Human's behaviour are WEIRD

-xin-
you sing!

9:18 am

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