Content below is not exactly suited for guys nor children. But! Can be considered as sexuality education (not exactly).
Being a woman is damn tough.
I'm in constant pain. Every month, I feel like going for a special op to extract a part of me. Feels damn tired every night. Didn't even have e energy to walk home frm sch just now. Wanted to just collapse at the junction. Pain Pain PAIN. Sometimes I don't even feel like coming out of e toilet. Just wanna stay in there e whole day. I need blood. I want a cold drink too! It's damn hot outside but I can't. Headache yesterday, cramps today. This is hellish. Even taking a blue slip needs serious consideration cause stupid classmates will remember how many blue slips u have taken.
At this stupid time of e month, ppl can attack u for all they want and u can't retaliate cause fatigue sets in. Totally week. Even going for PE makes u feel disgusted. Not just tt, I just wanna lie on my bed all day or just sit on e damn toilet bowl. Don't even wanna move.
Being a woman is argh. Monthly pain. Before tt gotta undergo PMS. Guys forever giving tt exasperated "argh! girls!" look. Woman wants a job, a good marriage. Then when get pregant, get pre-natal stress, post-natal depression, if ur stupid husband wants more kids, the cycle repeats. It's viscious. Even when having that for e first time, it's the girl tt suffers.
Kids give u trouble when they're babies. Upon growing up, u need to shower them with love n care even if they don't deserve it(I luv kids but now is not the time). ppl blame the mom if the kids turn out to be brats. Worry about family, boss bias against u cause thinks that u're constantly giving ur family the priority. On e other hand, ppl point their fingers at u, saying u're a BAD mom if u put ur career first. Then upon reaching age of 50, the actual pms sets in. Ppl despise u. WTH.
I'm TOTALLY incoherent. Whatever. U can't think properly when u're undergoing such torment. I wanna be a man. I don't know. Whatever. I wanna be a plant.
Guys/gals: U wouldn't understand wat I'm going through unless u have been through it urself. I hate e time of the month.
-xin-
4:03 pm
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