Got my PW result. Band 2. Yup. All tt hard work for a pathetic bloody hell band 2.
Wanna know how I feel? My ENTIRE group got a band 2 (I guess. I'll freak if any of my grp members got a band 1) Wat kind of a f**king situation is tt? Wat's e pt of putting in so much effort, going through the hard work n pain, irritation n frustration with one another even until e extent of hating everyone in e grp when I ended up with a band 2 or rather, the same as some others? MOE is fraud. O/A Levels are bullshit. This whole meritocracy thing is shit. The teachers said tt those who doesn't put in e effort will get wat they deserve. Oh really? Thanks so much. I am so damn piss. SERIOUSLY. All e time wasted on this PW shit. I'm so upset I dunno wat to say. This is SO unfair! Ppl around me aren't helping either. Words n stuff kept running through my head... ARGH.
PW is to learn to work in a grp n stuff right but they grade u individually. OK. So... why do I end up getting the same or worse than those slackers? I'm not going to say WATEVER cause this is something I really care about. This whole grading thing or watsoever is fraud. Might as well go back to individual stuff. I felt like I'm totally being used n all tt. I've put in my best n I didn't even make use of others like wat some other ppl think. This is so damn it.
"XXX is so poor thing to get a group like tt" Go to hell.
Read something in e newspaper today. Wanna know wat our current meritocracy n class system is breeding? SNOBS. I agree. Say watever u like about me but the whole ideal thing is just a fraud. Watever happened to values n virtues? Do u mean tt even if I'm a good person but I don't have abilities to contribute economically, I'm actually a burden to e society? Thanks
The worst of mankind is hypocrisy n I'm e best at it.
-xin-
8:55 pm
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