Been some time since I last blogged. Must try to blog more often these days. I'm like procrastinating EVERYTHING which is bad. Anyway, been reading. Just finished "Just Friends" by Robyn Sisman. It's a GOOD book. Recommended by xx leh... *surprise surprise* It's love story. Not exactly lovey dovey love but I do think it's romantic =) First time in my 17 yrs of living, I found something tt's utterly romantic so must go read. Yar... reading love stories aren't exactly my cup of tea though I do enjoy those bubblegummy chinese bks of internet love stories. Yar la. Just started on "Be the wing" It's by a Korean author, something like those ji2 mi3 bks. It's nice... quite philosophical leh. I feel like a bookworm and I think I will make a trip down to the library soon.
Just read something rather meaningful. It says that life's like a marathon (yes yes... it's one of those life's like a blah blah blah) Sounds true. It's tough. It's long. It's filled with obstacles but most importantly u need the perserverance to complete it and when u do, u feel good. At the same time, u meet different people on the way. Some that are fast and u try to catch up with them. And some that are slow and may need ur support to continue on. U're in the race with ur friends. U cheer each other on and u pull them along when they're out of breath and they do the same to u. There will be times when u wanna give up but u noe if u continue one more step, u're one step nearer to e finishing line. To complete the marathon, u're challenging no one but urself. So actually in life, u depend on no one but urself. ur best friend is urself and ur greatest enemy is also u. Ur friends n family cheer u on, but they themselves have a marathon to complete as well.
Sounds nice. I think my self-esteem is like damn low so I gotta read these kinda stuff to cheer myself on. Ok... it's the end of Yu Xin's philosophy lecture.
Announcement of the year: PW is O-V-E-R!!! Ok, except my I&R isn't complete. But whatever. Will leave it till tmr. I'm procrastinating AGAIN. When I look back, PW is definitely filled with more frustrations than joy but it's the frustration that keeps me going cause I told myself "It will be over... It will be over... It will be overrrr..." Except that towards the end I totally slacked off cause haiya... going to end soon anyway. My OP was well... not as good as I hoped it would be but it's alright. My slackest member was like damn pro during the presentation but it's ok. He was pro during dry run anyway. And I actually appreciate that. He makes me stress but he also make me wanna perform better. Ya. Xie la! Though I noe he won't read this.
My class is gonna have class outing AGAIN. I stress AGAIN on monday. Either movie or sentosa. I dun mind both but it all depends. Like I wanna watch Just like Heaven but apparently my supposedly buddies abandoned me. BUT it's ok. Back to e class outing thingy. I dun mind movie but if it's not wat I'm interested in then maybe I can wait till the movie's over. I dun mind sentosa but dun make me go tan. I dun mind the sun but purposely lie there to tan is a big NO-NO. Beach volleyball sounds nice but I can't play like a pro. Going sightseeing is ok but I dun have e cash. So... maybe I'll just stay at home... Haha... anti-social. As usual. Can't someone just organise a nice bbq or something. Class outing at library sounds cool! I remember someone wanted to have tt.
And I seriously need to start mugging hard so I guess I'll just lock myself at home for the rest of the hol. I'm broke anyway. Either tt or I'll go to the library everyday to mug. Like seriously get down to mugging. I sound diligent, as though I'm mugging all the time but actually no. I only started a little and I stop. Just like tt. I'm a pig. Shoot me.
-xin-
you sing!
8:23 pm
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::This is Me::++
I'm yx. Have suffered through education system in top premier "cheena", "bratty" schools and currently undergoing further intense suffering in rjc.
I'm 18 (finally)! I've frequent mood swings and I'm a dangerous girl.
My hobby is to plot against people =) Talent I've learnt some time in my life.
I'm a group person. Means I CANNOT survive alone.
Let me announce to the world that I'm in luv with movies, jap food, music, myself (duh!) and many many more.
BUT! I absolutely detest snobs. insensitivity. unhealthy competition. restrictions. lizards. YOU! (just kidding)
I realised... I need a wishlist! Anyway...
1. New hp
2. Bags
3. Life
4. that my depression will go away
5. Go Japan! go Japan!
6. NANA Illustrated book
7. BIG eyes