::Wo hen guai!::

PMS (again!)

Seems as though everyone's pms-ing these days. BUT! I'm seriously PMS-ING! Like the cramps r here, the irritating feeling's here plus the period is here. Yar. I'm IRRITATED! PISS! AGITATED! I'm on the verge to screw some ppl just to make them shut up. I can feel the blood boiling whenever I hear ppl making insensitive, ignorant remarks as well as RANDOM COMMENTS. Those ARE NOT welcome when I'm PMS-ing. Those ppl OBVIOUSLY HAVE NOT seen me when I'm in a pms stage. WTH. I hate it when ppl shows off, I detest it even more that they think they are right all the time. I LOATHE IT WHEN THEY TURN OUT TO BE RIGHT! Why is there NO justice in this world? Why is it that elitists are snobs? You may not notice it, but I feel it! WAH LAU! Is there any second when you DO NOT think tt u're GOOD? Where's ur MODESTY?!?!?!?! And I cannot imagine these ppl becoming the future leaders of Singapore. I worry for the future of the country.

I can't stand it when ppl come up to me saying the same things for like at least 5 times (seriously) and those aren't even like IMPORTANT stuff. KNS. KAO BEI MAN! And I dun like it when they think speaking hokkien is crude. WTH. DISCRIMINATION! So what if I can't speak the nice teochew, sophisticated Cantonese? I can only speak Hokkien la. So? And I like to speak chinese la so? I can speak English as well wat. So wat if my vocab isn't all that fantastic? SO? I dun speak the perfect English like u guys LA but I like wat. Not as though I write my GP essay in Singlish. F***.

I know those ppl I met in THE college are mostly nice la but can they NOT have those stupid guidelines/criterias on judging ppl? So wat if I'm NOT chio, NOT smart, NOT hardworking enough, NOT funny, NOT sporty, NOT tall, NOT hip, NOT cool? Geez. We're in a SCHOOL leh. Not social gathering. ~_~ And before these ppl judge others, look @ themselves. I'm bloody piss la.

WO3 TAO3 YAN4 REN2 JIA1 YONG4 YOU3 SE4 YAN3 JING4 KAN4 BIE2 REN2! [dun understand? pls consult professor ang (me!) who's the expert in chinese =)] FREAKS! I'm weird la, I'm weird la.

Oh yar, the other day, I wanted to commit suicide. I think I'm becoming psycho. Not cause I stress, but because I just wanna see wat will happen if I get into a car accident. Will I die? Will I survive? But due to the fact that I'm still sane, hence I'm still alive here updating my dearest blog a.k.a bitching board. Kinda scary right the things that go through my head. Don't worry! I'm not to the extent of doing stupid stuff. I luv myself enough and there's still lotsa things I wanna do.

P.S: My current form of motivation for studying has become my dear classmate, Wesley Lye. His words keep ringing in my head. HELP!
-xin-
you sing!

9:16 pm

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