Just came back from a scrumptious dinner at Railway Chinese Restaurant. Food is nice! Scallop rox! WooHoo! and I ate Mango Chicken... but I prefer lemon chicken. Sweet food is WEIRD la. I mean cooked food tt's sweet. I'm a sour person I guess... awwww. and no, I'm NOT pregnant.
Found out something. Chatting online is weird. It's like I mostly chat with people I'm comfortable around with, who are usually the ones I see often. So wat's the point of having over 100 people on my chat list when I usually only chat with maybe 3? This messenger thingy is for people to like keep in touch but sometimes, it's like just weird to say "hi" online when in actual fact, we couldn't be bothered to greet each other in person. And I hate it when a conversation starts with a "hi" and ends up with "XXX is appearing offline and may not reply" A conversation must be you2 shi3 you3 zhong1. TMD
On the other hand, it works the other way too. I can dun talk to someone at all in person but ended up chatting into the night online. So this feeling is like totally weird. Like when I thought we were a step closer to being friends, the REAL relationship is still the same as before. Back to the hi-bye type. Strange.
Understand or not ah? Not really coherent right? Nvm. Excuse my poor English.
Btw, I realised (rather long ago)... I can't have eye contact with people. I shy la... wat to do. Sad right? I just find it weird... no... there's no electrifying feeling. (Only one guy managed to do tt but god knows where he is now. Dun even noe him.) I just cannot make myself have eye contact la, I'll have this uncomfortable feeling. argH. WATEVER! Dun try to look into my eyes, I'll get scared =X
-xin-
8:51 pm
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