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Depressed

Told myself I should blog once I've gotten back all my results... but GP will have to wait until after 25th so watever. Finally got back my physics result today. Well... didn't expect much. Got an O. Hence, my beloved results are COOO, which is C for econs la. Failed both maths -.- And no, it's not cause the paper is difficult or the marking is strict. I bet at least 1/3 the cohort scored A for Maths 9233. And I got F for F maths at first but the teachers were kind enough to add 1% to everyone's mark. And I only need 0.3% to pass Maths. Yup... I'm feeling depressed. Rather helpless as well. I so wanna cry!!!

pple come pity me... just kidding

When I saw my physics result, got tt urge to cry. Not because I failed physics but just cause I realised that Science is really not my forte. I'm not following in class especially for vectors. Physics is definitely a gone case. Feel like giving up but I know I can't. I found out that when I'm depressed, things just keep coming into my mind and I'll feel worse. I can't cry in school. It just feel as though I'm NOT allowed to... arghhhh. I really should concentrate on my studies and STOP thinking about many other stuff... this is getting SOOOO irritating!!! I have no idea why I'm upset, it's not as though I've never fail before. I don't knowwwwww....

Have no idea how to continue, hence shall go mug. or practise guitar (which is so damn difficult)
-xin-
you sing!

7:36 pm

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