::Wo hen guai!::

Positive Outlook

haPpY LaBouR daY! oh ya, is it Mother's Day today? hmm... shld be right since it's supposed to be like the first sunday of May or something... So anyway, Happy Mother's Day as well to those mummys and potential mothers~ hahah

Went shopping yesterday, wasted my saturday but bought a Fuji (frm Prince of Tennis) keychain and something frm the capsule machine. Super cute~~~ hahah. Sian la... I'm 100% mugger, I'm thinking of sch work 24/7... and I can't shop in peace without thinking abt all the stuff that I have to do. TMD! Sick sick sick! I wonder if man n sz can feel it too. Maybe they can't stand me too... LOL

Were at expo that night watching David Tao's mini concert... last minute decision... didn't want to go cause it's so goddamn far but went in the end. Not bad la, I luv his singing! but went off after he sang 3 songs cause was super late. Took cab home and I swear that's the last time I'm going to take a cab home frm somewhere so far. it's EXPENSIVE LA!!!!!!! SO BLOODY EXPENSIVE!!! the cab is one transportation not suitable for pin2 min2 like me. I will always take the train/bus or walk regardless of how tired I am frm now onwards. My heart jumped with the meter man. I can just close my eyes for few seconds and when I nxt open them, the meter has jumped half a dollar. Sian... now I'm broke again. AGAIN! I can't manage money la!!! irritating!

It's 1st of May... spent a month plus with my beloved 1S02B... Sense of belonging is still negligible... sense of belonging to the school is even worse but I guess that's the up n down of life. The class' having a class outing tmr but wun be able to make it since I guess I rather spend it at home studying for my test nxt k. No time to study la... everyday go home will drop dead on e bed one... esp since Tue got make up, wed has cca, thurs is e test. Ya.... BleaH. Just 2 add on, my class has a big-headed idiot!!!! shan't reveal who but he/she is really irritating the hell out of me and I'll try to diao him/her whenever possible. HAH!!!! who cares.

Something quite personal now. Back to yesterday, I was just telling my 2 franz that I feel tt xx is changing into maybe stereotypical Rafflesian... so conclusion, I'm beginning to tao3 yan4 ta1. However rite, I think it's not la... it cause I can't stand the cold n aloof Raffles that I stereotyped her. Been thinking about stuff alot. Maybe it's cause due to my indifference that things seem that bad... and I think i'm super reliable on xx? Cause I can tell her more stuff den I cant tell most pple ba. Whatever... will learn to feel MORE! like last time where I can openly say out wat I really really feel. Yup. Maybe problems just lie with me so shall try to change. If situation still doesn't change for the better ah, I'll go back to the heck care life that I'm sort of living now ba... hehe... changing into a more positive, optimistic attitude^_^

Wanted to run for house committee to make my life better suited to RJ but then I realised I can't stand all the campaigning stuff n if I dun campaign, who will noe I exist? Hence, didn't nominate myself. (if ppl nominate me ah, pigs will fly and I can speak Spanish) Plus, chances of getting in is damn slim la... since sch's kinda political~ ya but I think I'll prefer this house thingy den the council campaign thingy... plus I like my house! Bayley-Waddle! Cause house colour is yellow ma, my fav plus those tt I noe in my house r NICE! yay!

Lotsa stuff to do over this long wkend but I'm still NOT doing anything which is BAD BAD BAD! haiya, I'm all talk no action la... bleah =P
-xin-
you sing!

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