::Wo hen guai!::

BLACK BLACK DAY!

Yesterday has gotta be one of my most unlucky day of my life... dammit.

1. I can't find my damn sch badge in the morning... which is like WTH. Just 'cause it's the long wkend, I hafta lose my badge. However, thank gdness Rushan has a spare one to lend me. Thanx alot man... u're my life saviour! Still, I consider it rather bad luck... not tt I forgot, it's cause the stupid badge decided to play hide n seek with me.

2. One of my spec lens hafta dropped out during maths lesson which is one lesson that I gotta use BOTH my sight n hearing so basically I was just acting as though I can see without my specs and listening attentively. WAH LAU EH! in the middle of maths la... not b4 or after... TMD TMD TMD! den so paiseh. I guess half of those who r reading this is already laughing away... yar yar yar. One gd thing is tt maths was the last lesson. Was wondering if I wanna go for physics make up but I guess my specs have decided for me.

3. After the specs incident, wanted to call my dad to come bring me home. Can't expect me to cross those traffic junctions half blind rite? BUT! he wasn't in. Fine, so I decided to take a bus but the bus company apparently got something against me. 410 is DAMN F***ING slow la... waited for around 10 mins but no bus in sight. Hence decided to just walk... at most use my FEELINGS to feel whether I can cross the road or not. Ya, once I stepped out of my beloved sheltered bus stop, it started raining. SUEY SUEY SUEY! tt's not all. Cause I can't really see the traffic lights, though I could sort of make out the colours, I started walking only when the cars went off... den apparently I think I can't walk in a st. line or something, one car honked, den the nxt and almost got hit by bus when crossing zebra crossing. HELLO?!?! u're SUPPOSED to wait for pedestrians to cross first?! And the moment I reached my block's void deck, the rain stopped. so fun rite...

Yesterday was definitely the worst day of 2005 so far. I wonder how it could get any worse. Shouldn't have gone to sch. Plus Cathy was sick yesterday... den so loner... pathetic. I think my parents n ah ma very kelian cause I was complaining NON-STOP yup. U noe, once I open my mouth, I can't stop (at least out of school tt is). SorrY~~

That was the recount of my wonderful day. Why didn't anyone warn me tt yesterday was bad luck? ARGH!

"Took leave" from sch today with the excuse of wanting to replenish my good luck. Yesterday was the last straw la, since today I end school at 12, might as well just u noe. Plus I think I'm pmsing... Needa get some control of myself first b4 I go bonkers.

I'm losing control of my life... I'm just wasting time away... so fun... So as usual, needa take a day break from everything and just stay in my room, do what I wanna do and hopefully, tmr I'll be refresh AND filled with GOOD luck. I needa be in control of my own self man... I hate the feeling of just knowing there's LOTSA stuff to do but lack of self-discipline. Dun ask me what I did during the labour day wkend, ppl r bound to scold me. Also, I wanna stay away from ppl cause I need peace n quiet... like u noe, bi4 men2 xiu1 lian4... LOL

Back to yesterday, during PW, I think my grp's not bad la... at least lao3 da4 is making the effort to know wat we're doing and everyone else is cooperative enough. Yup, plus my PW teacher thinks our idea is GOOD! YAY! I think it's gd too but the amount of research we gotta do is like TONS plus there's alot of analysis on our part, not just reading... so different from pri n sec schs. And with Lehui in the group ah, I think we'll be SUPER organised n focused la~ also a statement I heard yesterday motivated me to work very hard for PW so as to show tt SOMEONE tt my PW grp is NOT pathetic lor!! *cursing* Can't stand the way tt person bosses him/her grp around... super irritating but it's kinda fun to see how he/she exasperated she can get when no one can be bothered with her. HAH! Quoted frm MYSELF, "If I'm in the same grp as *beep*, I wun live to see the end of my project" *beep* is THAT bad to work with, nothing about his/her character, he/she just SHOULDN'T work in a grp, he/she will traumatise his/her members.
-xin-
you sing!

2:21 pm

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