::Wo hen guai!::

Searching for the missing aptitude (Today's Ego day!)

Changed my blog skin. Cause was feeling BORED but can't find a suitable skin hence used back the old one. Can't exactly find a nice skin which I really really like n I have ABSOLUTELY no IT skills to create my own blog skin. Most of the skins are either too dark, too pink or too colourful. Can you imagine me having a very cute, pinkish blog? My friends will PUKE! And I dun really like those dark, punky ones. When I was browsing through 11,000+ skins, saw quite alot of celebrity skins, esp Avril. So damn popular, but I personally can't appreciate her punk attitude, act cOoL. Luv her eyes man... can nv see her pupils *_* Okie okie, no offence.

Oh yea, caught this one featuring a baby, really really cute! but apparently, when u insert ur blog entry, the font becomes SO TINY tt u have to squint ur eyes. I'm myopic n if I were to squint my eyes, I'll be the one without eyeballs. Thus, gave up the cute beloved baby... sigh~

Spent about half an hr trying to reconstruct the whole thingy. TMD lor, why I won't have microsoft frontpage! I HATE dealing with those htmls and trying to preview it. And personally, I have no aptitude for this kinda stuff. If not for this blog thingy, I'll NEVER construct a webpage or whatsoever. I'll leave them to the experts. So sorrY to my IT teachers @ ny, Mr Mark Shone n Mrs Chin tt I didn't learn anything but I enjoyed the lessons!

After the final touch of my beloved template n loading everything up, I took a look at the outcome. The first thought that crossed my mind horrified me. I actually prefer the previous skin with the two eagles. It seemed to be nicer due to the fact that it's a much simpler skin. And the blog entries appeared to be much more readable cause pple like me tends to write long entries n this skin likes to squeeze my texts. IDIOT! But no way am I going to change it back unless I'm like super free. I think I will only change only after a few months. That way then it won't get boring unless I finally become an expert n create my own ultimate blogskin (which is impossible). I have creativity OK, but I just dun have the skills.

Speaking of creativity, was flipping through my kindergarten report card and realised I have Bs n Cs under the section of showing creativity in work. WTH. Those lousy teachers dun understand true meaning of creativity n talent. BleaH.

Shall go for art lessons during June hol to replenish my creativity juices. HmPh! My nxt aim is to not only be guai but also creative as well n smart n musically inclined n innovative n witty n humourous n blah blah blah. Shall move on to greater height and become the one n only yuxin with many many MANY plus pts.

I'm so ego tt sometimes I think I'm better off being a guy BUT no matter wat that stupid xx says, I'm 100% female! and I'm very wen rou *puke*

Having a terrible headache now. Must be the damn weather n stupid throat hurts... hence to those in AJ, get ready to listen to the "sweetest" voice on earth in school tmr!
-xin-
you sing!

4:00 pm

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