I finally bought my shoes, after walking around, deciding for maybe a hundred years. Didn't buy track shoes, bought sneakers instead. It's the common common type, nothing special. I think my friends will disapprove cause it's almost on everyone's feet but who cares la, I like ^_^
Spent about an hour plus at Queensway trying to decide which pair to buy. Wanted to buy this nike one tt's dark grey with the yellow tick but it's kinda ex and since I already have a pair of running shoes so might as well get a pair of sneakers tt's relatively cheaper. Haiya, can wear to school can liao la. Almost bought the nice nice converse shoes but dun think it's suitable for school usage, hence in the end was bought by my own mom. Now all I can do is stare at her nice, wonderful new pair of shoes (which is cheaper but personally I think it's nicer than mine) with jealousy! argH! Why must my mom's feet be so small?! Or else I will definitely gope that pair of shoes. I think I'm currently obsessed with shoes, there's like SO MANY pairs of shoes I wanna buy la but ah duh, wallet doesn't allow me to.
Yesterday ate steamboat with xx, sz n maN... very nice! Though I think we bought a little too much but it's very nice! Of course our ingredients are the very simple simple fishballs, crabsticks, beancurds, etc but it's still super nice! I luv steamboat!! Then got the new year atmosphere cause we were playing daidee b4 that and someone became known as Diamond 3 cause she kept getting that card! Lucky!
Has been pondering over some stuff cause has been hearing this phrase on tv late, there's no such thing as being enemies forever and everlasting friendship. Is it really true? Well I do believe that I can dislike this person now and still learn to like him/her later but no friendship is forever? I kinda think that's true. I mean I can be very close to my friends now but if I lose contact with some of them for many years, I think when I next see them, I may find it very awkward to talk to them or I may even forget them.
Kinda reminded of my primary six gathering. Though everyone's like friendly friendly but I still didn't have much to say to them. Like I realised I didn't really miss them that much maybe cause it has been so long since I've last seen them and also that time was too young to really build any really close relationship. Moreover went to sec sch and made many many new friends. Even now some more of my Sec 1 n 2 classmates became like strangers to me. Kinda sad. Personally, I think everyone meets different people at different stages of life and those people became our friends. To have a really close relationship with another , constant contact is important but that is not easy for me. Sometimes I feel as though I needa know different kind of pple, not always keeping within a clique. That will make me feel restrictive and maybe I'll become possessive. Hmm.... I think I'm beginning to sound incoherent.
The other day was just discussing with a friend that sometimes you'll feel hurt when you realised that when you treat someone as a good friend, one whom you can trust and talk to, that person only treats you as a normal friend. I think that's really true. We dunno wat others are thinking and how they feel about us but most imptly, we should follow how we feel la. Like if we think tt person could be a good friend then treat her/him as a good friend regardless of wat kinda friend he/she treats you as. If not, everyone will just be normal friends due to some pple being paranoid la.
For my past 16+ yrs of life, I've found many good friends but nv found a best friend or a really really REALLY close friend. Wat's the definition of a best friend actually? I have absolutely no idea but I dun think it's sad that I dun have a best friend la, just feel glad that I have many many friends n great pals! I remember when I was in pri sch, everyone wanted to be everyone's best friend and this complicates life so I told myself, no best friend doesn't mean no friend, it's just that I haven found that someone yet. Trust me, finding a best friend could be even more difficult than finding your the other half.
Been so proud of myself, suddenly so philosophical! lol!
-xin-
8:39 pm
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